This S***, is it Really Just Me?

Let me rant for a bit. When you feel like s*** most people tell you that you’re doing something wrong, or that in some way shape or form it’s you. But why can’t it be that which is around you. Why can’t it be the culture around you? Why can’t it be the people around you? Why is it always something that you need to change about yourself? What if it’s not just you? What if it’s something else apart from you? And so what do you do, you white-knuckle it, you tough it out because after all it’s just me and not the things around me that are causing me to feel this way. And yet nothing changes. You try the internal things. You try to change yourself, you try this, you try that, you get spiritual, you get practical, but at the end of the day it’s all the same. So, is it really just me or is it the things around me?

(Note: I don’t usually feel this way. For the past month or so I’ve been a bit of an emotional mess. This is came out as a result of how I was feeling yesterday… But thank My Father that I Am still seated on the Throne lol)

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