A Good Listener…

Everyone tells me I'm a good listener. Thing is, being a good listener isn't always a good thing. It means I sometimes find it difficult to to walk away, to say that I'm busy, or to let you know that I simply don't want to listen right now... honestly sometimes I just want people to …

A “Meh” Day, and a Short Rant About Friendships

As we all know, feeling depressed really blows. I haven't felt this way in a few months, but today sucked. I mean, I went to bed like at 5 because I couldn't shake the feeling and now I can't sleep because of it. So why does this happen? Why do I feel this way sometimes? …

Prophets (pt. 2)

Jesus is the Prophet (capital p Prophet). Jesus is the Word. And so we see that the Prophet and the Word are One in Christ. This is why Peter says that prophets speak from God, for the Spirit of the Prophet and the Spirit of the Word are one Spirit. Without the Word, the Prophet …

Prophets

Since the dawn of time, prophets have been the most misunderstood people on planet Earth. Think about it, when someone lies on there side for over a year, cooking their food with crap, or walks around naked for 3 years, how could you not think of them as insane? Even the less extreme cases were …

Humanism in the Grace Message?

So back when I was first introduced to the grace message (2011-2012ish) I saw the glory behind it and dove right in, watching Crowder videos back to back, listening to the drunk monk Vaughn, reading the well known grace books along with lesser known authors like Robert Capon, as well as indulging in the good'ol …

Ego, Christ, and the Eternal Throne

To go lower is to go higher in the Kingdom. There has been a lot of talk about deprogramming, letting go, and things of that sort these days. Ego, a prevalent word in our culture these days, is what we are to let go of. So let's talk about it a bit. Ego is a …

A Longing of the Heart

I'm done. I'm tired of not going after what I want. I'm tired of sitting back and waiting for something to happen rather than take life by the balls and make it happen. I'm tired of this passive aggressive way of doing things, of tippy toeing through life so as to not step on anyone …

The Adulteress, Her Pimp, and the Lord of Spirits: Porn (Pt. 5)

Let me tell you a story about a boy. Or rather the boy and his dreams. This boy tends to see things when he dreams, things that are not so apparent when he is wide awake. Or perhaps he is just more distracted. Nonetheless, the things he sees are quite enlightening, yet usually very mysterious. …

Rejection: Like 1000 Knives to the Back

Okay maybe not 1000. Not initially. But every time it happens the pain grows exponentially and eventually you get there. This place where you don't want to try again because the next time around it'll be 10,000. Don't get me wrong, it's not just the mere rejection that invites this pain. It's the thoughts that …

The Cub and the Lioness: Porn (Pt. 4)

Hey shattered prince, remember the time when one of these destitute girls came after you? It was like something out of a dream, pure serendipity. It was so easy, no need to face those demons that kept you from going up to her because all you had to do was sit there and watch her …